New treatment

Rich and I went to see some type of Dr. I am not sure if he is an MD or not, but none the less, we went to see him. He was referred to us by someone we trust and respect. We discussed treatment with him. We got in the car and Rich looked as though he had some new found faith, extra hope and excitement about it. I on the other hand felt like it maybe sounded to good to be true. . but allowed myself to feel the excitement too. Huntsman gave Rich a 30% chance of responding, this guy gave Rich a 90% chance of responding to treatment. We talked about it some, and it was obvious what he wanted to do. A week later Rich was on his new treatment. This is an all natural way, filling his body with vitamins and herbs. If you want a little 101 on this, you can find it at www.genepic.com. It is a powder he puts in his water two times a day. It looks like poo, and smells like it as well. Apparently it doesn't taste any better than it looks. With this being all natural he has NO side affects from it. He does, however, live with side affects from cancer. This entire month has been a rough(er) one. He has had many nights filled with cancer pain, which makes for a sore and tiring day. The last couple of days have been good ones. :)  I am anxious for his scan because I feel like having the cancer pain could mean that the cancer is growing or spreading. It is scary to use an all natural treatment. It isn't that I don't agree with it, because I do. I think it is a great idea and I also believe that many people could  heal themselves of what ails them just by changing their diet. I just fear that maybe he should be attacking it with something else as well. I guess it is normal to want to attack it with everything possible. . I also think it is normal for him to want to steer clear from chemo if at all possible. Everything we do at this point is a gamble. That is where prayer comes in. :) 

I have had a harder time this month, not sure why. I am guessing it is because we are trusting someone new and not going to Huntsman, the trusted 'name'. Or maybe it is because the cancer pain is back. It has been so great having the faith I have had all year. I have been so positive.. but this month I have felt fear poke it's ugly head in. I do believe Heavenly Father listens to prayers, because I have prayed for comfort and to just be reinforced that we aren't alone. ((may I add that we have only been to church maybe 4 times in the last year, and only 1 of those times was in our ward)) Well, a few days ago I got a call from someone in our ward asking if the Stake President and Bishop could come visit us tomorrow.... 

Rich is selling his mistress! He can't ride on it comfortably and we could use the money for summer bills. :) Send people his way!